Torn Between The Carter Brothers

Chapter 101

Chapter 101

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My mind reeled hard as | dwelled hard on what Zane just said, and | hated to admit it right now but thinking hard

about this has madecto a startling realization. | wasn’t sure if | was still in love with Marco anymore or

not. The realization completely tookby surprise, which is probably why I'm feeling like | wanna puke right

now.

Zane didn’t say anything else and just kept on drinking, and | wanted him to say something more but it doesn’t

seem like that was happening anytsoon cause a call cin and took all his attention until we pulled up in

front of the club. I let out a long exhale and sat up and that’s when | realized that | was still with his jacket and |

felt my cheeks heat up a little. I made to shrug it off my shoulder when he stoppedwith a shake of his head

as he pocketed his phone.

“Did you think about what | said?” | asked, now fully facingand I let out a low huff before nodding while he

hummed.

“And? What do you think? What realization did you arrive at?” He asked while | let out a small huff.

“I... l'just... | still love him if that’s what you're wondering about.” | muttered, holding his gaze. Of course | wasn’t

gonna tell him the literal truth, that | wasn’t sure if | was still in love with Marco or just the kind of him which |

had in my head this whole years while | was still hung up on him. That would makesound so pathetic so |

didn’t know about that, that’s forto figure out once | arrive back home.

Zane was silent as he regardedfor a few minutes before laughing softly. “That's the bullshit you tell yourself

every morning to convince yourself that’s the truth?” He asked and | blanched, my cheeks food jungled as |

blinked at him.

“What?” | muttered while he rolled his eyes and shook his head.

“You don’t love him. Stop trying to delude yourself further, it’s ridiculous at this point.”

| let out a low huff as | kept staring at him. “I... |, well... you don’t even knowthat much, Zane. How are you

sure that | don’t actually love him? How do you know? The answer is that you don’t.” | snapped, my gaze now

narrowed at him. He snorted then he reached out and flicked my forehead, makingwince a little and then

he leaned back in his seat.

“Don’t askhow | know something so obvious. You're as obvious as a book. For one, someone in love

definitely won't let another man fuck her, or finger her...” he drawled and | stiffened, color engulfingfrom

head to toe as | exhaled harshly, trying and failing to cup with a response right now.

“I... I..." | kept trailing off and he snorted, shaking his head a little.

“You don’t have anything to say. That's what | thought.” He drawled again and I bristled as | felt a wave of shame

settled overfrom head to toe while my face flushed beat read right before | turned towards him, pointing a

finger.

“The fucking... the fingering, i never initially wanted them!” | cried out and he grinned, a brow arched at me

again.

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“Are you trying to say that | forced you?” He drawled but before | could respond, he was reaching out to grasp

my throat and jerkclose.

“Needto refresh your memory? Just tonight, hit beggedto fuck you in that bathroom.” As he spoke, my

face flushed even redder while he continued. “Or you needto remindhow you sucked my cock good just

yesterday? Hm? That's what you want?”

| opened my mouth to argue but he shook his head and clicked tongue. “Oh no, and this is aside from you doing

that because you needed the money on the line. It was way more than that, you sucked it like you were

worshiping it, | watched your eyes roll into your head from just you sucking my cock. Aside from that, are you

forgetting how wet you got after you finished suckingoff? You were so wet, you soaked through your panties

and the jumpsuit you had on.” | flushed all the way to my roots as he kept speaking, feeling an immense amount

of embarrassment swirl through me. He paused for a moment, and then he leaned closer, his grip tightening

around my throat for a moment and | gasped as my head spinned and dimmed for a moment, sending shivers

rolling down my spine.

“Needto continue?” He drawled and | let out a shaky exhale, then | pulled together all my strength and

spoke.

“Fuck you.” | breathed out and he laughed softly right into my face, then he shook his head.

“You're so predictable, bunny. It’s genuinely so adorable,”

After he let go of me, | breathed hard, my head slinking for a bit, then I let out a long sigh as | slumped into the

seat, my mind reeling hard as our exchange flashed through my mind right now.

“Don’t callthat.” | snapped while my heart heaved from the force of my breathing and | let out another long

exhale, my stomach in tight knots then I glanced over at him.

“And you're right, | shouldn't have let all of that which went down between us happen while u had a loving, loyal

boyfriend. I'll never let that happen again.” | muttered before glancing over at him. He had a bored expression

on, like he wasn’t takingseriously right now and that infurstredso damn much right now.

“This means we're never gonna do anything sexual with each other again. You'll keep your hands to yourself and

respect my relationship like you're supposed to.” | cleared my throat, still holding his gaze as | continued. “We're

just working together and | hope we can still continue to do that without this rule of mine making any problems

for us.” | added, my jaw jutting out.

Lif

He rolled his eyes and pushed his door open. “Of course. Whatever you wish, assistant.” He drawled, then he

was moving away and slamming the door close and for sreason, | had a feeling he still didn’t take my new

decision more seriously, and that infuriatedso much.

In the club, Zane didn’t have a race like | had assumed. Basically, there wasn’t even anything forto do,

which meanscoming here tonight was completely pointless. That annoyedso much cause | could have

spent the rest of the night with Marco if | had known I'd basically have nothing to do here. Zane was leaning in

the bed in his dressing room which was more like a standard hotel room, his hands folded right behind his head

and eyes trained on the racing competition of sforeign country, which | was seated on the chair in here, the

exact one he sat on while | sucked him off yesterday. | tried to contain my anger right now but he ended up

bursting out at the end of the day.

“What am | doing here right now?” | demanded through gritted teeth, my hands folded. He took his sweet time

to glance over at me, then he looked over atwith a corked eyebrow.

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“Now that’s no way to talk to your boss. Is it?” He drawled while | gritted my teeth and so | don’t tell him to go

fuck himself right now.

“I'm sorry, boss.” | snapped, not at all meaning the apology. He rolled his eyes and paused the competition he

was watching before sitting up.

“So, what's the problem?”

| waved at myself as | spoke. “I'm not doing anything right now,”

He blinked atlike | was stupid for pointing out the obvious. “So? What's the problem cause | don’t see it.”

Let out a sharp exhale as | threw my hands up. “That's exactly it. I'm just sitting here. I'm not doing anything. If |

had nothing to do here, then why am I here right now? You textedthis morning that I'll show up today as

well, only for there to be nothing to do?”

He rolled his eyes. “Yes, and so? | don’t have to text you to cover only when there's work. As my assistant

you should be present at all times even though there's no work.” He pointed out while | let out another gritted

exhale.

“So I'm to Just sit here and stare at you? Was this how it used to be with your past assistants?” | demanded and

he let out a frustrated breath and threwa sharp look.

“Okay, you know what? You wanna work, right?”

After that, he leaned back in his seat and orderedto go downstairs and get him a particular drink. As | went, |

ran into the friend | made here yesterday who is a stylist. We stopped to talk for a few moments then she went

to answer to her boss while | went off to get said drink | was sent to get. When | arrived upstairs, he sent me

back again cause apparently he didn’t want that drink anymore. By the tit was the tenth tand he sent